Klutz

I wonder why my friendship with girls never really last. I seriously envied those people who can be friends for a really long time because I can't.
I used to have bestfriends but now, we're all separated. There used to be four of us, me and the other three, we had fun, everything was good. But then I kinda realized that we had lots of problems around us and when traced back, it all lead to one of us called A. She was the source of all trouble.
She used to be a really great friend, nice to talk to, kind. But as time goes, she became bossy and bitchy, a deadly combination, if you ask me. And soon enough, the rest of us get entangled. I didn't wanna be friends with her anymore but if I crossed her then the rest of my friends will side with her leaving me with no one.
I put up with that shit for a year, and on second grade I was jumping with joy when I knew that I didn't end up with the same class as that bitch. I started anew and met my new friends, nicer, better.
On second grade, she with no friends to boss, turned to my other friend P and her gang. She befriended them slowly like she did to us earlier. I told P about her and that befriending will only destroy your friendship with them, she believed me but the others didn't because A seemed so nice in front.
In the end, what I told them actually happened. A fight occurred and she became the frontwoman of the trouble as usual. A rounded up on P and started talking shit about her saying that she was defending her friends that P had insulted on her status. The so-called victims of P's status are actually telling her to stop and that it's okay but she being the bitch she is, won't listen.
And later at out tuition, she cried like a baby telling the teacher that she did no wrong. Drama queen.
She's actually great you know, she mastered three face at once.
A said to my other friends that I got thinner because I dieted my ass off, but in the actuality, I was only growing taller. Perhaps she's jealous because I don't need slimming tea and pills to get this body and she can't even get taller, on the contrary her ass seems flatter and flatter.
And now, she only got two friends at school, even the boys hate her. Karma is a bitch, baby :)

And then there's one, she's an old friend. But we got separated again because of some problems.
And then my current friend, sometimes I can't connect with her because we don't really see eye-to-eye. We are so different.
Sucks, isn't it?
I don't get girls, sometimes it's easier to be friends with boys. They don't gossip and aren't insulted easily. They don't get angry by every little details and much more funner.
Oh well, I'll try to be a better person to keep my friendships intact :)




Wish me luck ♥